last nite my gums started bleeding again....the pain gave me a throbbing headache on the left side...i asked my parents to check my temp cos i felt hot on the head...mum touched my forehead n said it was cold....then dad put his hand on my left throat area to feel my temp...as he alwiz did....ouch! i stopped him rite awae....n he kena screamed at by mum...haa.....so farnie....he alwis so blur blur....last time when i was young n we will be sparring awae....when i screamed in pain, he tot i was acting....untill he twisted my finger or wad den he stopped....haa....
couldnt realli sleep...still choking on my phlegm...n blood....woke up after a few hrs of sleep.....n at 2+am, i finally slept thru all the wae to 10am....
face was a little more swollen....realli deformed...haa.....my bro asked me if i stuffed gauze..nah...it was due to the swelling...haa....my lips could open a little wider...to talk...but cannot luff out loud....lower jaw still very numb....when i touched my jaw, it was like sth spongy that din belong to my face....i hate dat sensation....but my throat was more painful todae too.....had difficulty swallowing and drinking milk, green bean soup, porridge...my stomach was painful too....i guess becos of the coughing throughout the nite.....my lips were super dry....hardened....i guess they pry open my mouth quite a bit cos my left side was bleeding....even when i sneeze there's blood...i hate blood!
getting worried that i may get permanent damage on my nerve....that will mean my jaw may be numb forever....my left wisdom tooth was resting on my nerve....so the orthodontist did mention to me that i have a higher risk than others to suffer from permanent damage....haiz.....hope the numbness will go by tmr...else, dat will spell bad....will be removing my stitches on thurs....n my mc is till thurs....
at home, i've realli become a princess...heh.....everyting my bro has to serve me...cos my mum instructed him to....heh....getting all the attention like i'm a little kid.....i din wan to worry my family...i am ok....except fer the numbness....grandma came down to visit me despite her aching body....touched...she bot me cold soy bean milk....she was glad to see that my swelling wasnt realli so bad....she told me when she extracted her teeth the other time, her whole head was swelling......i hope i wun....but i'll onli noe till tmr....everydae drink, watch tv and sleep....good life...but it's onli dae 2 i'm starting to feel bored....but dat means i can blog more...heh....
