went to my jc teacher's hse to bai nian just now....woah...realli meet my klass once a yr man....tho mani r oreadi missing....wing fer instance haven been joining cos every yr he's overseas even tho he's still an nus student....others r mia....or busy...or sth....
my teacher has quitted as a teacher n now werking at a tuition centre...life's a lot easier he said...but of cos there's a pay cut....but he likes it tis wae....he was telling me bout policies being overpowered by the passion....i tink it's true....very....agree totally tho i'm not in mainstream....govt has too mani policies dat restricts teaching n kills the interests in most teachers....dat's y dey use much incentives to lure the undergrads....well turnover rate is just as high....at least in my jc i heard....mr tham was lamenting on the irony dat my alma mateur won the best staff welfare award among the schs when the system is just screwed....my plight is ruffly the same...most of the authority is controlled by govt n the anglican churches....dey just nid to understand wad we r doing n wad our students are like to noe dat some policies r almost impossible to implement.....sadz....dat's how spore system werks....
so malu....the stoopid sleeve on my dress just dropped in front of an n qy....n an acted like he looked awae...so embarrassing....argh...dunno if my other frens saw....hmm....as usual xr n an alwiz like to tease me....n tis time round dey sae y i so pretty todae... duhz....cos i'm ugly on the rest of the daes la!!! idiots....=P
ym sent me n ft back...ft now lives in bp...my mum said ym looks like ben yeo n ft looks like qi yu wu frm mediacorp...haa..wj oso sae ft looks like qi yu wu....so gd lor i haf to celebrity-lookalike to accompany me home....haa...we left at 9.45pm n i reached home at 11...poof...long journey...ym was hinting to ft to take bus or sth home himself frm cck...cos mi n him live in cck...den ft jokingly throw the ball back to him n sae he dunno how to go home frm there cos he just moved there 1/2 yr ago...not familiar wif the place....we missed the exit on the expresswae n ended up at boon lay...den ym started complaining dat he realli dunno how to go bp cos he never goes there ever since sec 2 ...i'm like...it's impossible mah...live n cck dunno bp?? den the other guy dunno his wae home...poof.....hmm....aniwae, dey like both abit pek chek wif each other....i kinda knew the wae but dun dare to sae lest we holland again....tried to ease the situation man...haa...luckily we got our wae back....reali lor...frm khatib to my hse i took 1 hr or so by car...take train oso reach liao...haa...but it's gd bonding time....*shrug*
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Friday, February 23, 2007Y
never joke wif nickolas....he playfully pulled down the cny streamers n wanted me to put it back...i refused....he pestered on....i said "i'm not tall enuff...how to put it up? u carry me?" n he said..."i carry u!!" n he just hugged me n jumped on me....clinging on to me like a koala bear on the tree....stuck to me like glue...cant get him off...~he is heavy, he aint my brother~...haa...so farnie lor....sometimes he just makes me luff n angry at the same time....he knelt down n cry beside the dustbin when he tot i threw his barney cd into the dustbin....heh....i'm kinda mean but dat's the onli wae i can haf control over him....poof.....
went swimming wif yh todae....after a long long while....can feel my body aching....i'm weak man....=S
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007Y
argh...thanks to stoopid blogger...tis is the 3rd time i'm retyping my post....argh!!!
dragged myself outta bed todae to go to my piano teacher's hse bai nian.....supposed to reach at 10am, mi n my sis reached at 10.45 n the rest all turned up at 11+......best.....main aim of the gathering of all my teacher's older students is to play matchmaker fer her bro....she told me wae b4hand lor...asked me wad age range i prefer....will i wan to b in charge of finances...blah....woah....never tot of such qns lo....we hardly noe her bro...sat down on the sofa n was a lil awkward....dunno wad to sae....but as the group enlarges, we were all happiily chatting tog liao....heh.....guess i shld gif the chance to all my shi jies man....heh....dey r all nearer his age...he's quite farnie la...entertaining too....we all tok bout our students...our experiences of falling aslp during teaching...n dey frowned n sae i kena bullied cos my students alwiz change my timing.....heh.....
met yihui at lot one....it's impressive dat she could do so much shopping at lot one in one afternoon...*applause*.....had dnr wif her fren n fren's husband n baby boi....at the new wan chai restaurant....=]
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Monday, February 19, 2007Y
cny is boring....esp tis yr....din tok as much to my cousins....din participate in ani of the gambling n just kept watching tv till i fell aslp.....
just came home frm sending zw off at the airport....same old route as if i were on my wae to werk.....not so much of sadness in the air as it was the last time round....but will definitely miss all the gatherings that were organised becos of him...haa...oops.....will still miss u aniwae....felt bad dat i last min ask yihao if he knew zw was gg off....n he rushed down....zw>>u shld be super touched man.....went fer supper after dat....yihui n yihao joined my sec sch gang too....hope dey din felt too left out....=P
came home n my mum was furious....cos of my aunt....she invited everyone to her hse on tues....n den todae she called to tell my mum not to go to her hse tmr cos everyone else had gone to her place todae.....she actualli left my mum out (dunno if she did it on purpose or wad) n said cos our schedule not fixed so din tell us....but still out of courtesy she shld haf asked b4hand wad...no wonder my mum is hopping mad....tis isnt the ferst time she did such crude stuff to us....a few yrs back she told my mum not to give red packets to my 2 cousins (her 2 dotters)....she was just being calculative...as she nids to gif 3 red packets to us n gets onli 2 in return.....haiz.....last time when i was young....she was reali so competitive....alwiz compare me n her 2 dotters' results.....made me felt so small in front of everyone.....sometimes i wanna speak up fer her so dat my mum will not hate her as much...but sometimes it's quite obvious dat she is at fault....haiz....
cny is supposed to b a happie get-together occasion.....but wif friends leaving....unhappiness in the family....it just brings one's heart down....
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007Y
hope my klass will settle down soon...tmr gg outing....more stress.....realli dunno if we can cope....totally worn out...=S
HOW DO I EVER INSTILL COMMON SENSE IN SOMEONE???!! my co-teacher is just hopeless....haiz...speechless man....tell her direct she still continue to do the same ting immediately after....wad can i sae....classic example: student vomit beside her vs reading her file...she chose to continue reading her file even after i told her to kip it....*faints*
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Monday, February 05, 2007Y
i swear i will never ever ever sae "eat shit"!!!! *superbly disgusted*
new klass in chaos....mi feel so lost n not in control n super uber tired....argh!!! stress!!!!! =S
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Sunday, February 04, 2007Y
congrats to yh hoo has failed to stick to her new yr resolutions....heh....i'm not being mean....but am glad she's attached!! hee.....psst...dun worrie...u 2 look compatible....he looks boyish but u look girl too.....(^.<) so happie fer u!!!
sorrie haven been online fer so long....heh....so much so dat u had to tell me personally todae...haa...=P
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Saturday, February 03, 2007Y
went bowling wif buddy todae....seems like a sec sch activity....dun reali enjoy bowling but i guess it's nice to try the tings u did when u were still young again....a lil boring tho.....wasnt too gd at it...had one strike n a few spares....but came home wif a chipped nail....pain....ate porridge which i dun like....but i din voice out either...haa...guess it's alwiz gd to haf a change.....*shrug*
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Friday, February 02, 2007Y
thurs n fri are hell man....bryan n zr got worse....zr threw such a big tantrum due to his sensory problems....he had to scratch his palm n soles so hard against all cupboards n tables n walls...he hit tiff n kw on the head todae....felt sooo bad....reali haf to blame myself fer reacting so slow....we were playing uno n everyting was so peaceful...he was watching vanessa deal cards untill suddenly he hit his 2 klassmates hard on the head....i was stunned...by the time i ran over n pulled him awae frm the rest, it was too late....fer the ferst time tiff actualli stared at him...full eye contact....kw screamed his head off man....but so glad he din went over n head bang him....haiz....tragedy on the last 2nd dae of my klass....bryan oso gotten worse...he was so perfect on mon n tues...was looking ferward to the rest of the week until wed he started his grabbing again....probably he had to leave me wif a mark so dat i could rem him fer life....haa....
and so dis is how my last dae in emmanuel had to be....*shrug*
so not looking forward to gg to the new klass....feel so lost...so mani systems to implement....as indicated by the previous teachers....best lor...dey set all the rules n systems n we must act on them....dey haven even try yet lo....nid to do my own resources somemore.....the previous teacher refused to gimme hers...."it's not common practice"....win....n to tink dat i had given all my hardwork to the teachers taking over emmanuel....i kip oso no use...my students r all familiar wif the tings i'm using le....tho i oso dun wan to impose my stuff on the teachers....haiz....give n no take...silly me....
