u pple probably wun guess where i went yest....a dnr wif a topless dance performance!! haa...sounds fresh huh....but wasnt realli too excited....realli ok....haa....hmm....it wasnt realli super fantastic...but they realli danced well....plus i oso learnt to appreciate more about body art.....haa....i wanna slim down!!!!! i shall werk out 100% fer my next aerobics klass....yep.....wasnt realli feeling well and the dnr made me feel a lil giddy....too mani pple walking arnd....had been sick n fainty these few daes....my fainting spell is back!!! *gasp* aniwae, the guys n uncles from the table behind me all moved their chairs forward in a row to watch the show lor....haiz....this kinda shows can realli facinates males....adds extra flavour to their food....dunno if i'm gonna get "but zam"....haa...well topless so i tink shld b still ok...if bottomless i tink realli gross liao.....aniwae, i can get to see it live at my centre....so nth much interesting....din dare to tell my mum i saw one student dropped his pants....i tink she'll freak out....i thot i wld too....haa....so she probably tink tis performance is gg to be so new to me....oh well....
n oh yar...guess wad....my dad actualli participated in a table game...he became drag queen!!!! hahahaha.....i even helped him dressed up...too bad din take pic...he dressed up wif a rebonded blonde wig, a bikini top, hawaii straw skirt....haa....wad a sight.....my mum din helped....she just sat there n luff n luff n luff till tears kept rolling down her cheeks....i tried to calm her down but to no avail...haa....tis is the result of colleague's sabotage.....=P
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Thursday, February 23, 2006Y
yeppie~~ finalli reached 1000 viewers for my blog....haa...dunno hoo the 1000th person is...hmm...no prize fer u too...haa....
todae was all prepared fer a xiong dae cos i was told yest nite dat 3 of my colleagues r on mc todae....but chey....it was a miscommunication error....the bane of sms-ing....wendy sms kae, anu and jasmine:"hi hwee chin, anu and jasmine, i will be on mc todae..." but kae misread it as the 3 of them not arnd todae...n send msg to boss too...haa....big-time miscomm....
finally succeeded to make tiffany taste sour and bitter for eng klass todae...on sense of taste...yest she die die refuse..."i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan..." and she goes shaking her whole body all over....todae she din wan to try too...but when my colleague gave the powerful statement of "u wan to listen to music?" she no choice so gulp down the super bitter herbal tea....she scringed her face n quickly drank the cup of water beside her...haa...it was a cute sight...if all these daily incidents r compiled into a video.....i tink it can cure all of us of our frustrations....it'll just remind us of the cute side of them...haa....
it was kinda scarie when one colleague came and told me dat she tinks kaiwei is infatuated wif me...haa...tink the rest oso tink so...sometimes he's very farnie.....when he walks past me, he'll stop behind me and peer at me...at my face...as if he was showing concern if i'm being sad or wad....sometimes he'll sit realli klose to me on the sofa....hmm.....no matter wad his hair is falling more n more....demand > supply....he pluck his hair more den his hair can grow back.....suggested he wear cap to sch tmr...
haven update regarding my new colleague after 1+ week....50-yr-old lady....formally a mainstream sch teacher....kinda buay tahan her....ferst dae she came kip wanting to tok to me when i m super bz.....i tink she lost too la...no one show her arnd...cos all of us bz wif klass in the morning...no formal intro until now....haiz....dunno her real background....onli noe she is those rich tai tai...ferst dae nia she commented on so mani tings....all her one-sided observations....some of which r not true....had a tok wif her tog wif eva....eva raised her voice a lil cos of the differences....she kips giving us the feeling dat she noes our students better den we do....argh....tis morning i was asking tiffany y she din sit at her usual seat nowadaes..(cos of vanessa...din wan to sit beside her) den she has to chap in n sae "Oh! u realised she's not sitting there animore huh...." kauz!!! as if no one else can see...onli she has eyes to see....tiffany's my darling student lor....how can i not noe??? grr....den in the afternoon she kept insisting dat vanessa can do jigsaw better than tiffany..."kaiwei can realli do very fast....he looks at the color, the shape u noe...and he matches realli fast...vanessa oso matches the shape like kaiwei but not as fast...." "yar...but tiffany is faster" "i haven seen her do b4...but vanessa is realli fast....she's so clever..."kip insisting till i cannot take it...end of conversation...last fri i realli wanted to shut her up man....we video cam the students' bhvs fer the whole dae so dat we can show the psychologist how each of them is like....dat dae she was attached to our klass...n we gave her vanessa...quite mean of us la...but heck...haa...den she has to caption everyting vanessa was doing..."oh there she goes again...bugging to sit in auntie's van....going home...etc...and i said very firmly to her NO REPEATING...when she spits, i said SWALLOW IT...." trying to claim that all dat she had done was good....mi n eva could sense dat vanessa was kinda pissed off wif her lor....sticking to her the whole dae asking her to do tis do dat sit here...at one pt in time she pretended to cry...but i guess dat new colleague probably din c dat....haa...vanessa had her fair share of her too...haa....pls lo...we've been here longer den she is...we noe our students more den she does can....grrr.....
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Monday, February 20, 2006Y
xiangrong and his smart wae of cutting the heart-shaped cake....
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mi the spoiler
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68 years old worth of candles on the cake!!! *gasp*
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jap food at ramen ten....
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Sunday, February 19, 2006Y
just came back frm a distant relative's 90th bdae....all of us realli meet once a yr fer her bdae....i dun realli noe how to address her....i dun realli noe the pple there....but it was a nice chance to observe the dynamics in each family....hmm.....my dad commented dat one lady in her earli thirties kinda look like my size...when she was young....now, she has given birth to 2 kids n den ballooned....my dad saes "next time if u get married n haf kids liao i tink u'll become like her...." diaoz....realli made me haf second thots bout marriage and having kids....tho i realli din plan dat far....my mum quickly chap in fer fear dat she doesnt haf grandkids next time....well, dat'll depend on my sis liao....haa.....the whole dnr course i was looking at the lady and i could realli foresee myself lidat....oh no~!!!!!!!!!! dat is if i ever get married lar....=X
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Saturday, February 18, 2006Y
happie bdae janet....better known as xiujiao...hee....went nooch to catch up wif the gers and den shopped arnd....went ben n jerry's fer ice-cream.....kool.....
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Friday, February 17, 2006Y
felt super demoralised....music n movement lessons r such a failure....everyone starts to run around....act up....go toilet....look tired and din wan to continue....no one was interested in my klass....sobz.....it suddenly makes me ponder whether i'm doing them good....whether i shld stop wad i'm doing n change job....disheartened....
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006Y
a man seriously at werk is just so attractive and charming....haa...todae kaiwei had domestic sci lesson....he made orange juice on his own....he's such a goody goody house husband.....*thumbs up*
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006Y
feel terribly dirty n disgusted with myself....yucks....wanna haf a bath with one whole bottle of dettol....vanessa kept spitting in klass....shucks....i'm in fer a bad week....kept bugging us wif all her demands....like wad eva said....she felt so harrassed by her....she's right....brr.....
happie vdae to us man.....
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hApPiE VaLeNtInE's DaY!!
HaPpIe FrEnShIp WeEk!!!!
thankew all fer being my frens fer so long~!!!!
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Monday, February 13, 2006Y
sent zw off at the airport todae...another fren gone...lucki my werk place near airport if not i dun tink i can make it.....tink it'll be a long time later when i'll get to meet my sec sch frens again.....probably a few mths.....=(
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bdae cake frm my family....=)
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my prezzies!!! addidas white sling bag and esprit towels frm sec sch frens, pink elle bag frm buddy, wisma atria vouchers frm scc frens, $100 cash frm jc frens, and ripcurl purse frm sis.....thankew all~!!!! *hugz*
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Sunday, February 12, 2006Y
so long din receive so mani smses in a dae liao....thankew all fer remembering my bdae!!! *hugz*.....gan dong....must thank qy, wj, sarinah, an and xr fer celebrating my bdae with me....haa...so in the end the 'klass gathering' onli us 6 turned up....lucki man...*poof*.....will update the pics we took soon...
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Saturday, February 11, 2006Y
met up with ct, sc, jh and ly fer dnr at ichiban boshi...after dat went to river hongbao fer a walk and watched the firewerks together...too bad ly had to go off earlier....no one brought cam...so no pics to update...
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Friday, February 10, 2006Y
zm: bon voyage! take care! so sorrie i'm din go n send u off at the airport todae....(hoo ask u everytime choose 12 mn flight...) must stardee hard n come back k....dun listen to the rest hor...haa...wad "dun gif u stress...gif u more time to stardee the same amt of syllabus...." (for the rest of u...it means to da bao...haa) i'll eat ur packet of gummies soon....i promise...haa....
one fren less....soon another one....
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kaiwei acted up todae...kip saying "cry! cry!" in the end my colleague heard him uttering "ms eva ms eva ms eva...." ohoh...so he wanted ms eva in class to help him....no wonder he acted up....cos new teacher n new changes....haiz....when can everyone learn to accept changes??? even us all....the staff in SAAC....haf to live wif so mani changes n impromptus....earli in the morning i was told visitors coming....n straight aft dat the lift door open n they were here....kauz....visitors = havoc.....some of dem became agitated cos dey dun like to haf strangers arnd....tho i oreadi explained to them....no use....it's not just one or two lor...it's one big group....haa...but tink dey look as scared as my students...haa....scared den dun come n visit lar....everytime visit the hospital den shun bian visit us too....kauz....make life difficult fer us onli....next, suddenly one staff was told dat we haf a new colleague on mon....dat is like...huh!!! todae is fri liao n boss n the admin exec din mention aniting to us....where is she gg to sit? wad is her position? is she more senior? she is even gg to sit in our klass n we dun noe till todae....too much man....some of the tings i noe must kip confidential but at least fill us in on stuff dat r more related to us la......the admin exec merely wrote on our whiteboard dat XXX is commencing werk on mon.....it wasnt even in verbal form....tink we r like our clients huh...everyting must b visual.....she gonna sit in front of me i tink....grr....no other places liao....senior's seat is reserved fer the guy hoo's joining us in apr i tink....haiz....expecting more changes to come.....(-.-)"'
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Thursday, February 09, 2006Y
finally my probation has ended...the boss finally has time to tok to us individually bout werk....i was the last one to go fer interview.....everyone pinned their hopes on me to ask whether there was a raise...cos my colleague b4 me did not succeed....she asked "will there b ani changes aft probation?" cos she din wanna be so direct....so boss said "yar....all ur designation will change to educational therapist..." duhz....dat wasnt wad she wanted to ask....dat's y i gotta ask on behalf of the rest...kauz...."so will there be ani adjustments in....*pause*...." "Pay?" he said...haa..i quickly nodded..."yah" "there will be no increment but i'll try to adjust the bonuses accordingly....dun worrie...those who do more will be rewarded...." how vague an answer.....but rite aft dat he asked how much i wan....i hum n haw n muttered a figure...which was still as lil....haiz.....but aniwae, he said he was happie wif my werk....n is glad dat i'm enjoying myself....when he asked me my strengths....i was realli tongue tied....din noe wad to sae....i thot n thot n thot fer so long....paiseh....big half of the time he was toking abt the clients....how to improve on them...etc etc....he wanted me to go into curriculum....which i had some intuition dat he wld wan me to go into....but...gulp......dat wld realli b hard werk....i can foresee myself wif more white hairs coming out...sobz! he oso told me wad some of the rest wld b doing....n he revealed to me dat one of my colleague will become teacher aide...meaning....one level below us...dat's realli quite sad...she's currently in my klass now....haiz...i dunno wad the future holds....tho he again n again tried to reassure us dat it's gg to be wonderful...i realli dunno if it's just his wishful thinking....or mabbe dat dae will come....but years down the road.....dun even noe if i'll stay til then....so when i came out...one of my colleague said to me "he asked u to go fer the NIE rite...." sounds a lil sourish...."yar...but he intends to send everyone there...." i said truthfully...."but he said u must go rite...." "no....he din sae dat..." den the rest helped support by saying they oso kena asked to go....."oh issit....cos when i tok to him he kinda mention he wans u to go....." haiz....sometimes hor...i dunno if tis colleague is trying to trick me into saying some stuff or she realli heard dat.....
went zw's hse after werk aft piano...poof...i sure look tired...yest reached home late aft watching "fearless" which i must conclude i dun like gungfu shows...todae played bluff aft dnr prepared by his mum.....big spread....realli brain dead....cant tink....tmr worse dae....my 2 colleagues awae....one on training one on leave...left me n 3 students...but some colleagues will come support me in klass....but it's realli bad news man.....mi gonna teach all the wae tmr!!! every lesson i'm taking....PE, Reading, Self Awareness, Break (still haf to be on standby...), and Music n movement.....gosh.....n aft werk still got piano till 9+....plus daddy not fetching me home....argh....i nid sleep......
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Monday, February 06, 2006Y
tiffany's fall
felt so bad n mean todae....tiffany fell down during PE todae...we were kicking a ball n normally when tiffany kicks the ball she will kick once n let the ball roll away....todae she actually ran after the ball....amazing....she's suddenly so full of motivation these daes...mi n my colleagues r speculating dat it may be becos of the presence of the other ger....jealousy....haa...aniwae, just when i was abt to praise her fer gg aft the ball, she accidentally stepped on the ball, lost her balance n fell on the ground in a split position....i rushed to help her up....but cos she's a lil on the heavy side, when i helped her up, she had to exert some strength on her own....so she use her tummy strength to push herself up....haa...super farnie position....we helped her to the sofa area...den i started asking her where does she feel pain...she shrugged her leg awae refuse to let me look at it..."i dun wan ms serene to look at my leg...i dun wan ms serene to look at my leg...." i tried coaxing her...."leg pain leg pain pain...." den she started luffing hysterically n uncontrollably.....n when tiffany luffs.....it's as if there was a big joke gg arnd dat she bends forward n backwards....i couldnt help but started luffing along wif her....(okie....u may tink i'm crazy...but her luffing is realli realli contagious!!!) she started saying strings n strings of words so fast dat made me luff even harder...."i dun wan ms serene to look at my leg....leg pain pain....where? where? where? point! point! point!...haaa...i fall on the ground...i fall on the ground....haaa....which leg? which leg? where pain?....i dun wan to see doctor....i dun wan to lie down here on the sofa..." it was super super farnie...cos all these tings r wad I'M supposed to sae to her...but she said dat to me....i started luffing so much....i noe it's bad of me to do dat....but i just cant help it....fer a moment...i luffed so much dat there were tears....but these were heartfelt tears of pity n sympathy......she was in pain n her wae of expressing it is to luff....i suddenly felt a surge of helplessness....i dunno how to help her....how to stop her frm luffing?? brought her to the doc downstairs...but dey refused to see her cos she dun haf the documents...duhz....luckily it wasnt too serious....the nurse said "she still can walk...not so bad....she's even luffing...." DUHZ. it was realli a bad scare....thank god she's okie....poof....but the more i tink bout todae...the more i felt bad fer luffing.....
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Sunday, February 05, 2006Y
long time din see all my jc frens...we r all still quite the same...haa...jinghui still as crappy n tokative...xiangrong still as sarcastic....yongmeng still as poor ting as last time....cos we all alwiz suan him....haa....mr tham still as fit or fitter den last time...jackson still as quiet....tink it's kinda like our annual hangout place liao....no more gatherings ever since....no one org....den i tried to arrow an n he sae meet next sun fer my bdae....duhz....wad a pressurizing bdae...every1 supposed to meet 4.30pm at marche....no more sms-ing....duhz....n once again...dunno whether to believe or wad...later one person standing there alone....kauz....dunno issit a prank....at my expense....so paiseh lo....dun wanna celebrate bdae animore lor.....
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first row (from left): qian, wenjia, huixian, me, yongding, mr tham second row (from left): yongmeng, an, steven, jackson, zhixiong (kena blocked), jinghui n xiangrong
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at paul tham's hse....without me
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Saturday, February 04, 2006Y
annual reunion dnr at sc's...every yr same place same position same group of pple....
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Thursday, February 02, 2006Y
todae boss was quite angry....cos he said he has tis feeling dat we all dun trust him....we tend to doubt wad he is doing....as if he does not noe wad he is doing....well...dat's quite true to a certain extent but it's not all about trust....it's just dat some of the tings he saes does not convince us...so we had a lil debate todae on the execution part....eva kinda rebuted him or tried to pull down his ideas....n he said "no matter wad, i want it to be done tis wae." i oso contributed to some of the debate....he said "i want tiffany to smile." dat's a wierd sentence to make...how can u make someone to smile...smiling shld come from within....no one spoke up.....so i questioned him on wad he meant by dat...he said he din wan tiffany to look aloof...she nids to smile more at the person she walks past or talks to.....dat's like dunno how mani steps later....cos it is more practical if we could even get eye contact wif her....duhz.....he is alwiz so idealistic....dun wan to even go down to basics....
overall todae was a good dae....all the students were well-behaved....apart from bryan taking off his pants in front of me when i escorted him to the toilet n when vanessa lifted up her top....haiz....lucki i was fast to react...if not i sure get eye needles ('but zam').....gosh....my colleague asked tiffany if she is willing to share her sandwich wif me....she said yes almost immediately n wanted to feed me...haa...so sweet....but she took the lettuce part which she din wan to eat....den my colleague asked if can gif ms serene the hotdog part...she took a tiny piece dat she had bitten n wanna feed me.....n when my colleague asked again if she can share her sandwich she said no....haa...makes me feel dat i'm being liked....tis feeling is gd...
i'm starting to tink whether i'm realli fer tis job....i'm happie when i'm wif the students...but behind all dat....it's hard werk hard werk n hard werk....analysis analysis analysis......
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006Y
impromptu impromptu impromptu....
vanessa was supposed to report to sch tmr but she came todae instead...realli cot us unprepared....everyting became a lil panicky n chaotic....luckily vanessa herself was well prepared...her dad must haf told her upteen times dat she is coming to a new sch...she seems pretty settled n comfortable n happie in klass....but i wldnt sae we were all happie...she's quite unhygienic...quite disgusting..shant go into details....tiffany's personal space got intruded when vanessa kept staring at her upfront....sheng hoe the guy hoo passed O levels sweared at her todae cos she tried to crush his art work....he even hit her table thrice....scarie....vanessa recognised all her schmates n klassmates frm ayc.....such a fantastic memory....she reads realli well....n if ask her to do sth....n she dun wanna do it she'll sae "no thanks".....hostile....another one....tiffany sae "i dun wan...." she sae "no thanks".....best liao lor....2 princesses in my klass....poof.....
