went fer a 2-day leadership course....so enlightening...made us all slow down frm the bz life n discover more about ourselves....did personality tests...discussed about all the difficult pple we haf to deal wif....learn how to breathe....learnt how to be an effective leader....reminded me so much of the social psych daes....the most difficult part lies in the application....

interesting to find out dat siti is an amiable, while yh is a driver n me an analyst...n dat we can all werk within our strengths n weaknesses to run the centre....i knew all along dat i'm an analyst...cld tell yh is a driver...a clear driver tho she still dun see herself as one....n siti...hmm...amiable...probably....

aft the ferst dae course, i was quite demoralised....okie...mabbe not demoralised...but felt i just wasnt gd enuff to be a leader....almost wanted to tell boss i wan to drop out...n step down....actualli all along lar....but tinking back, these 8 mths i haf learnt so much bout pple r/s....n which part of me is a gd leader n which is not....i do wan to learn....but tis route is reali not all smooth n ez.....n the previous daes when yh shouted at me, or expressed dat superiors are more bias towards me (indirectly), staff reports to me not her.....it just isnt ez to swallow all that despite that i confide in her the most.....i still respect her as my fellow oic...n dat she has the qualities which i lack....n dat's y we r probably a gd combi....she did hint dat y not just i be the oic...n she can just teach...well, wad makes her tink dat i din haf tis tot?? but aniwae, we r able to put these aside n try to werk fer the better of the sch.....

realli inspired by the speaker...n the video she showed which were all in words....wanna read those books she intro....

the leader lies in you.