those few daes when i was feeling down....i kept seeing pple who wore t-shirts dat read "life is not a job" twice within a dae...n a few more times subsequently after dat...n of cos a job is not for life...but fer me, sadly, it seemed almost so......i oso kept seeing encouraging phrases everywhere...."a cheerful heart makes good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones." from 6th floor ward...din notice all the proverb everytime i passed by...but dat dae it just stood out to me...haa...is tis wad dey sae it is...a calling? nah...more like helping me to pass my daes...as tho heaven has seen how devastated i m....but it realli made me feel better...
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somehow whenever i meet tis group of frens i dun feel realli enjoyable...i dunno y...mabbe it's just me...mabbe not unenjoyable...but more like not so much at ease...tho we r quite clique-ish...most of the time just the 4 or 5 of us will turn up....wif me n another ger...sometimes i realli cannot stand her....well...kinda childish n lame....i noe i'm not supposed to speak ill of my fren...but realli....all i cld do was just sit there quietly n watch the show go on....she realli speaks her mind n just wants to be pampered like a child....went steamboat...den she kept asking fer tis n dat n tis n dat n tis n dat....the guys had to go get it fer her....well, guys probably like tis kinda gers better...gers hoo r dependent so dat dey can shower dem wif security....so probably dat's y i'm still single ba...
sometimes not i wan to gei gao...but tings like...i put my file in her plastic bag upon her suggestion n i had to carry the bag the whole nite....she not offering to carry at ani pt in time kinda pissed me off....majiam i'm her maid....n one of the guys noticed it n brot it up...n she oso wun feel paiseh...just brushed it off.....worse is when everytime we meet, we will take pics n bluetooth each other n explore all our hps' functions....boring....she will be indirectly braggin bout her stuff...n start comparing tis n dat...oh well....n i cld spend the whole nite wif someone lidat till 12+am....n wif tis group of frens usu no one will offer to send me home tho dey will ask but din mean it....cos i'm outta the wae....had to take a cab back while the 3 shared cab to zouk to pick up my fren's gf n den head fer home....all the more sianz....
