most at ease cny visiting: when i went to my 50-yr-old colleague's place...saw how relaxing her life is now...she's on no pay leave to look aft her newborn granddotter...so cute~ n she prepared so many food for us which she made herself....touched...so super healthy dat we wun feel guilty eating more...she's realli like a second mother to me....envy her life....guess she wun come back to werk liao...
happiest sms: when my dear B's mum msg me aft her op to thank me for the gifts...so glad she msg me again todae to sae she's discharged n can finally get out of bed....so looking forward to B coming back....the mum even said i cld go visit them anitime...i'm wondering hoo shld i go wif...hmm...
scariest day tis yr: todae. tmr's vdae...hope my class will be full of love....for frens...n teachers....
most full-of-warmth day: yesterday...mani frens sms to wish me happie bdae...even those i haven been contacting fer yrs....n those hoo r trying hard to meet up wif me (cos of my bz schedule) but i cldnt make time....even tho i dun initiate gatherings or meet-ups.....*guilt-striken*
another stressful day: tmr...student's mum wan to visit n observe the class...n tmr we r gg out...but wif onli 2 teachers including myself....when my co teacher is v new n not very observant n quite scared of the students.....she realli projects her fears to me man....poof....
mabbe tis is all part of mid-20s crisis.....*shrug*