finally got to see the new car yest...dad bot a chevrolet...finally giving up on honda...i never realli like honda cars...but well i dun realli mind ani car at all as long as i get to travel in it...n dat i dun haf to be the driver too....=P
just tok to my new colleague over the fone...she's been wanting to tok to me since last week...she's been sick twice within her one mth here....shared alot bout her health n how she finds it here....she said she's a worrier....n so m i....after the whole chat, she sounded like she felt better but i on the other end felt worse.....i've gone thru n m still gg thru wad she has just gone thru...."if i'm at ur age, i wld never come to tis line...", "....so i found a job dat was nearer my hse..."; "money can never buy health..."; "cannot sleep at night, but when i'm wif the students i put aside all my other responsibilities n enjoy my time wif them..." i've had all these thots with me all these while...it's gd dat someone else shares the same frets n worries n feeling as i do....just dat it doesnt feel just as gd when u start feeling like how a 40+ yr old lady feels.....and just somehow, somehow, i feel i'm maxed out....but at the flipside of the coin i tell myself to tink positive...it's just this period of time dat is tuff.....oh well....u noe me....*shrug* she made an observation bout me...i haf an expressionless face....even if i'm stressed, tired, happy, sad, troubled, frantic, etc....she cant tell frm my face....gosh....tis is an occupational hazard! staying calm.....cos we usually dun show facial expressions to students as some of them just love watching ur face go distorted....haa...
coming weeks r quite packed wif meetings...so mani tings to discuss n tings r getting disorganised again...sometimes it's just hard to predict how tings will turn out....but heck....gonna haf a gd rest tis cny....poof....
