the more i tink about my decision, the more heavy-hearted i feel....if tis goes on, i'll be gg mad soon....i told myself to stop tinking but i just cant....tmr supposed to go down nie reg liao n i'm still tinking bout my decision....i realised it's after making the decision n not feeling ani better aft dat dat makes me realli wonder if dat's the choice i wan....pple haf been telling me i do not nid tis dip in tis field....unless govt has set new rules....or has more benefits fer nie-trained sped teachers...otherwise, there is basically no diff...n worse off is pple frm non-related fields and/or without the dip mite just come in n b ur boss....the hierarchy here is basically v unclear....so....sigh....
thanks to ly's article which made me feel a lil better....=) 作家米兰·昆德拉曾说:“一切重压与负担,人都可以承受,它会使人坦荡而充实地活着,最不能承受的恰恰是‘轻松’。”渔船必须负载一定的重量,才能穿越惊涛骇浪稳健航抵彼岸;鸟儿得先承当翅膀的重担,然后拥有海阔天空。没有重担与压力的人生容易磨尽人的志气斗志,最终成为一团松松垮垮的泥,窝窝囊囊走到终点。 i guess coping wif stress will make us grow....i'm sure i did....n i shall be prepared fer more to come....=]