hurray!! finally finish dat dreadful course...tho the lecturer is coming to visit us again on tues....haiz....but at least i survived thru the 3 daes intensive course!! tis has been a realli long week.....gosh.....tues came the bombastic news....wed was so stressed at the course cos everyone was at HOD, curriculum development unit, vice principal or principal role.....n me? just a young (in fact the youngest), not-too-experienced, lowly teacher....tried hard to camou myself against the wall during discussion....but i guess i did succeed at the end of 3 daes....cos whenever they wan to hear frm my sch, my prog head will speak up....dey probably thot there is onli one rep frm my sch.....n whenever he speaks, there is alwiz a wow-ing impact....cos he tinks very differently in a gd wae....luckily the next two daes we sat together n discussed as a sch team rather den combined schs.....phew....dat's how i manage to scrape thru....dunno how i survived the 5 daes course the other time when most of it was in combined sch groups.....poof.....so glad it's over! but sad to sae there will be some more follow-up sessions....alwiz kena those courses dat was to follow-up.....argh....but i must sae tis course makes me open up more to my prog head...n get to hear some v different views about special ed....n his views r quite inspiring....hmm....
den had to literally drag myself to the civil service club opp westmall fer tis bowling tournament my dad signed up fer me when i din wan to go....told him i kinda sprained my wrist n sometimes can be quite painful....he just wans me to go support n join in the youth group man....duhz!!! thot onli 1 round or 2.....there're were four!!! was totally drained aft the course still must go fer tis.....but not too bad....i guess my scores was around 200+ 300+.....not gd enuff to be the top 10 of cos....den these youth group pple tried to coax me into joining more activities n all....i'm too bz....it's a gd wae of socializing....but i've had enuff of socializing tis week!! at the course i had to intro myself, tok abit to other course pple....sometimes even had to stand at a corner alone or just walk awae when my prog head is chatting up wif his frens.....super left out....not dat i wan to be pulled into their conversations which will onli add stress to me.....
argh....so tired oreadi....tmr still got to practise piano b4 i go piano lesson den haf to rush down to nus ucc fer my sis's convo.....haiz...haven decide wad to wear man.....bot her a small bear....intend to iron sth onto it tho....but doubt i haf the time...hmm.....
