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Wednesday, June 13, 2007Y

the boring 2 des in-hse course finally over...poof....the nie lecturer just got sth against me or sth.....she's too sensitive n defensive....luff onli she kip probing wad i'm luffing about....duhz....u tok to the person arnd u she oso ask wad u sae....i touch my jacket she sae i cold.....ultimate! when asked questions, she defenced herself immediately as if trying to protect her stand...."thanks fer sharing" means she wans u to shut up....argh....if i go nie i'll probably see her again....sobz.....

haiz....been feeling down n quite unlucki this week....

my colleague leaving again.....my useless boss din even try to persuade her to stay when he told me he will....she's probably one of the best partners i had....in terms of having fun tog la....we started out tog....took the klass tog....fought wif zr tog....handled all humiliations tog....we'll push each other along whenever we faced problems....even when we r now in diff klass....we'll still tok n consult n advise each other on how to deal wif the probs we haf.....now dat she's gg soon...my pillar of strength is gone.....all my kloser colleagues r gone....the newer ones r fine but just dat the rapport is just different....n not there yet....sobz....all i can do is to prepare myself not to tear on her last dae....

ferst dae back at werk A gave me trouble oreadi....insisted on gg out n refused to do exercise....struggled wif the attachment guy frm 10th floor in my hospital to 2nd floor of changi hospital....gosh....even had to ask my other colleagues fer help....embarrassing man....dunno wad will happen tmr when i relief my old klass....hmm....

yest tis jj pang seh again....fer the upteen times!!! when m i gonna learn my lesson?? she initiated to meet up....i asked everyone arnd....in the end....a few hrs b4 the meeting time she sae she cannot make it again....end up i met ct fer westmall fer dnr....not onli issit mood-dampening, but a break of promise, a break of trust, n mere respect as a fren....if u cant make it, sae so....dun come up wif stunts at the eleventh hr....

things just aint gg rite....out of sight realli = out of mind....sigh....how do i move on further?? i haf no idea....n time is running short....how do i make the best out of the remaining daes? help.....

ends at 8:42 AM