summary of my past week dat was like a rollercoaster ride...
mon>> went fer a farewell dnr wif all my colleagues n boss at sofra....wasnt feeling sad at all den dat wendy was leaving....
tues>> felt incompetent in handling my kids...
wed>> felt even more incompetent n tot of giving up...was hit lightly on the head several times by nick n smacked on the chest n face by jm....it din hurt as much on the outside den as my morale did....
thurs>> felt much better...at the very least, i was in control of the klass.....perhaps....mabbe cos we watched barney.....barney's my savior....
fri>> wendy's last dae....sad to see one of my kloser colleagues leave....we started out tog....we majored in the same arena....now she has left to venture out other routes.....wish her the best but still couldnt help it but felt tears in my eyes....esp when dear kenny gave her a farewell hug....so touching....*sobz*....realli felt alot on dat dae....toked to my boss regarding the nie course...."there's a possibility....there's a possibility...there's a possibility...." uncertainties again....hate the unsettleness in me....he said no nid to serve the bond if in any case i realli wanna leave....but den again...i dunno how long he'll be here too.....dunno if he'll even see me thru all dat....he's on contract basis.....went fer a dnr at my dad's company....sulking thruout....damn tired after the kent ridge park combined outing....was walking thru the canopy walk wif nick....my last dae wif him.....he is cute la...i haf to admit....as i was clearing his stuff away from my klassroom, it striked me dat i will miss him after all....tho everydae he's so difficult to manage....den at the dnr my piano students all started calling me one by one cos the next dae was their theory papers.....stressed.....took 3 daes leave next week.....i nid time awae....i nid time fer myself.....
