thurs n fri are hell man....bryan n zr got worse....zr threw such a big tantrum due to his sensory problems....he had to scratch his palm n soles so hard against all cupboards n tables n walls...he hit tiff n kw on the head todae....felt sooo bad....reali haf to blame myself fer reacting so slow....we were playing uno n everyting was so peaceful...he was watching vanessa deal cards untill suddenly he hit his 2 klassmates hard on the head....i was stunned...by the time i ran over n pulled him awae frm the rest, it was too late....fer the ferst time tiff actualli stared at him...full eye contact....kw screamed his head off man....but so glad he din went over n head bang him....haiz....tragedy on the last 2nd dae of my klass....bryan oso gotten worse...he was so perfect on mon n tues...was looking ferward to the rest of the week until wed he started his grabbing again....probably he had to leave me wif a mark so dat i could rem him fer life....haa....
and so dis is how my last dae in emmanuel had to be....*shrug*
so not looking forward to gg to the new klass....feel so lost...so mani systems to implement....as indicated by the previous teachers....best lor...dey set all the rules n systems n we must act on them....dey haven even try yet lo....nid to do my own resources somemore.....the previous teacher refused to gimme hers...."it's not common practice"....win....n to tink dat i had given all my hardwork to the teachers taking over emmanuel....i kip oso no use...my students r all familiar wif the tings i'm using le....tho i oso dun wan to impose my stuff on the teachers....haiz....give n no take...silly me....
