cny is boring....esp tis yr....din tok as much to my cousins....din participate in ani of the gambling n just kept watching tv till i fell aslp.....
just came home frm sending zw off at the airport....same old route as if i were on my wae to werk.....not so much of sadness in the air as it was the last time round....but will definitely miss all the gatherings that were organised becos of him...haa...oops.....will still miss u aniwae....felt bad dat i last min ask yihao if he knew zw was gg off....n he rushed down....zw>>u shld be super touched man.....went fer supper after dat....yihui n yihao joined my sec sch gang too....hope dey din felt too left out....=P
came home n my mum was furious....cos of my aunt....she invited everyone to her hse on tues....n den todae she called to tell my mum not to go to her hse tmr cos everyone else had gone to her place todae.....she actualli left my mum out (dunno if she did it on purpose or wad) n said cos our schedule not fixed so din tell us....but still out of courtesy she shld haf asked b4hand wad...no wonder my mum is hopping mad....tis isnt the ferst time she did such crude stuff to us....a few yrs back she told my mum not to give red packets to my 2 cousins (her 2 dotters)....she was just being calculative...as she nids to gif 3 red packets to us n gets onli 2 in return.....haiz.....last time when i was young....she was reali so competitive....alwiz compare me n her 2 dotters' results.....made me felt so small in front of everyone.....sometimes i wanna speak up fer her so dat my mum will not hate her as much...but sometimes it's quite obvious dat she is at fault....haiz....
cny is supposed to b a happie get-together occasion.....but wif friends leaving....unhappiness in the family....it just brings one's heart down....
