while packing my stuff i chanced upon all the lil memoirs dat everyone gave me i still kip dem intact bdae cards, fotos, souvenirs... i look thru them everytime i clear my stuff
frm my pri sch... i found lotsa goon do looking pics n my ACES day cap where i got everyone to sign on it...some of which had faded off... i found a fren hoo just added me at friendster n said he rem me making fun of his name....oops... but i tink i haf lost my autograph book....
frm my sec sch.... i found more fotos...lots more...more candid shots...pics where i was caught unaware...pics of outings, pics at comp club...all the fun daes we had...all the mixing arnd wif pple frm all the batches... i found the souvenir my asst sect gave me when she went london...bdae presents the juniors gave me....the neoprints i used to take wif my batch n some seniors... but i tink i haf lost my playfulness....
frm my jc... i found the letters i used to exchange wif one of my jjc frens...the pics of my klass 00s10...i recall the big vdae heart dat we made..... i found quite a number of fotos of ajc 24/00...but mostly in the same orientation...either gers a row, guys a row or gers on the left, guys on the rite...guess dey were more structured...heh i found the chinese poems n phrases dat the teacher laminated n gave to us as mementos.... i found my chinese essay dat she actualli sent fer competition tho she kinda feels i'm lousy.... i found my prom nite pics (i looked damn ugly!) n the regret of not taking pic wif my idol.... n of cos...the card dat s gave me where he used my name to write a chinese poem...haa.... but i tink i haf lost my enthusiasm...
frm my temp werk at cpf... i found a very nice bkmark my supervisors gave....so nice i dun want to use...lest i spoil it... i found siang leng whom i haven tok to fer a long time just added me at friendster.... but i tink i haf lost my chattiness....
frm uni.... i found nth much except a few good uni frens...n lotsa hi-bye frens... i finally rem the thick eyebrow guy's name....dat was wad qy alwiz called him...matthew...the name alone sends me shudders.... i found the sports camp pple hoo r trying to org a gathering aft so long....daes at the camp were the most happening daes i had there i guess.... most of the uni life is when i get tog wif my previous sch frens...used to go np to look fer zm...i oso fergot y...to rot tog i guess...wander arnd when pple drived...go pulau ubin fer the ferst time wif wing, an, wenqi and wendy....go chalets wif jjc frens, aj frens, sec frens.... i found the autumn leaf i asked e to collect fer me frm korea...he told me i had been v cold towards him last time..well...i admit la...heh...but i promise i wun b animore k...haa... but i tink i haf lost my energy....
out of so mani so mani stuff dat i found... i treasure ur postcards most.... was hoping i could dig out more dat u haf sent.... i've collected lotsa postcards since den... have not used dem fer yrs.... but i guess dat was it... the rest r supposed to be kept wif me deep down inside.... the tings u wrote makes me wonder if i took more initiative den i shld.... perhaps i did...i used to send cards to everyone during their bdaes n on festive seasons.... but i've lost dat too.....=]
i dunno how long i'm gg to kip them till i'm running out of space
all dat i've lost....makes me treasure wad i haf now... but one ting fer sure....i'm back to my passive self.... now..perhaps dat sounds a lil saddening at the beginning of a new yr...oh well...mabbe tis will help....hee...
