it's onli the 3rd dae of the week i've got bruises on my arms, smacked on the face, pushed (till i nearly flew awae), and turning deaf frm the ear-deafening luffter in an echoey room....sigh.....my new student's mum damn farnie...tok to me fer the full 2 lessons....listen till i tired....tell my everyting bout her family n how she kips quarrelling wif husband....told me to look carefully in a guy, start family young, blah blah blah.....make me more more withdrawn....she said everyting in such a candid manner dat i cant help but luff tho i shldnt....she told me bout the suicides she planned to take....the 7 abortions she had....all these in the ferst two times we meet....best....
had some miscommunication and unhappiness in the office yest....i'm not involved but i could indirectly feel the aloofness in my prog head....i dunno if dat's healthy....boss brot up the issue of us grumbling at werk...."dun grumble among urselves...go tok to a wall or come to me...cos when u tok to others it's gg to affect dem too..." wad the....tok to the wall??! will it ever help? perhaps fer a while...but wif no actions taken...we will still face the same prob again....
more changes....gg to change klass AGAIN...dunno where i will b but i'll definitely miss my klass....sobz....dey promised we will all be teaching onli one session wef frm feb....chey...i'm not gg to believe dat.....dey alwiz gif us false hopes....i'm not gonna fall fer it again....once bitten, twice shy....
kinda discussed bout werk wif my other colleagues...all of us dun intend to stay fer long...as much as i wld love to stay n grow old wif my students, if the werking env is gg to be mismatched wif my expectations, i wld leave too....
earlie in the morning so pissed wif my new colleague....she's in her 20s too but i just cannot click wif her man...she came at 7.30 dunno fer wad...she dun haf key so come liao oso nowhere to go....i reached earlier to do my werk...den she nth to do she SAT DOWN RIGHT BESIDE ME N WATCH ME DO MY WERK!!! how absurd is dat??!! no privacy....no private space....n she din even ask if she can sit beside me! watch everyting i type n watch how i do up my resources....how i check mail....wld ani sane person do dat?? dun she haf ani sense of appropriateness?? worse is when she's attached to my klass tis week....din bother to tok to her much....argh....irritating....