was so excited over my ferst piano lesson after 2 years....i came back wif a completely different feeling....i wanted to improve...i wanted to be a better teacher....not fer exam...tho in the end still haf to sit fer it....but it still gives me the creeps....haiz....yi jue bu zhen.....was earlie at my teacher's hse....so hang arnd ferst b4 going up....see how excited i was.....haa....brot kgs of books over man....so heavy...felt i was weighed down by a few cm man....we toked 1/2 the time...updating each other....but last time she also alwiz tok during lesson....i kept getting stuck at the pieces i've played b4....haiz....gonna practise everydae after i get off werk man.....aniwae, just hope tis new start will get me sumwhere n will not die down again....=]
was actualli kinda perturbed by the blue-black my student left me on the arm on fri....if one dae my arm just gets dislocated or wad...i guess my other career will be halted....my werk dun complement each other in tis aspect man....oh ya...dat reminds me...tink i got tis blue-black thanks to the guy hoo came to interview fer the job....he was supposed to observe the klass....so let him handle some students since he was previously wif another special sch....tink he just made my student frustrated....by making him clean the tables his wae....n din let him rest....in the end he had to vent it on me....so unfair!!!! argh.....the guy was like a rare gem man....one of the few guys hoo came fer the interview...guess he'll probably get in...tho the students he werked wif was of a different level....he is kinda wierd.....dat just proves my hypothesis dat special ed pple r wierd!! *one of the reasons y i dun reali classify myself as a special ed teacher....one of the reasons y i dun reali wan to go fer the NIE course....scared i'll turn out lidat.....* he told eva...not bad ar...u all can take gd care of the students n still keep urself in good care like having nice hair....i mean...wad's the link?! the weakest link i could tink of was probably we r expected to be bald frm students pulling them off....or cos his previous sch's teachers all had bad hair....haa....having a guy teacher in klass is different....the low coarse n loud voice scares me everytime he instructs....poof.....just not used to it...but of cos...we r all more den glad to haf ANI guy in the teaching force.....haa.....so he can take over all the 'dirty' job....heh.....
