went back to werk yest to find so mani surprises.....was a lil pissed again....cos so mani tings happened n i wasnt informed....we were supposed to dress better cos a consultant is coming...i din noe....i was supposed to present n no one told me....luckily in the end dun haf to.....everyting about the party.....i haf no idea.....communication is lacking.....i dunno whether it's between the teachers n the mgm or issit just me alone.....
todae we having a party fer the school students as it is the last dae of sch...but my day activity centre klass oso joining in....so quite slack..tv screening of tigger movie...a simulation fer the students....n fer us to noe if they can go watch flushed awae n happie feet in a cinema next week....some of them cant....some will haf to depend on the dae itself....hmm....a consultant came so we sat in a meeting wif them in the afternoon....boring....evening time went over to the music therapist's house fer hse-warming...onli 6 of us were there...including boss...as usual boss kip telling lame jokes...faintz....it was a nice hangout place...like the colors in her house...she's single n can afford a 3-rm flat herself...nice decor tho simplistic....i can sometimes forsee i will just be like one of my colleagues....single n unattached n independent...out of my 10 female colleagues, 3 married, 1 has bf, the rest of us all single n unattached...with mi n another colleague same age, the rest aged 25, 30, 40, 47....i can see the pattern man....haa.....dunno y later into the evening my voice changed n become more n more voiceless.....till now i'm almost like whispering tho i'm talking using the same tone...haiz....kinda foresee one colleague gg to quit soon...the intuition is so strong....n i cant reali bear to tink abt it....makes my waver again....hate myself fer being so indecisive....i can be like so bent in moving on in the morning n in the afternoon i feel it aint dat bad at all n tings r gonna get better.....wad the heck.....
voiceless = having no voice, mute voiceless = having no vote or right of choice
