woah....been a long time i updated...haiz...back to my old self again....
b2 just joined me....he makes me luff everydae....he gives me evil smiles creepy stares everydae....he makes me breathless by nagging "b2....blah blah blah", "b2....blah blah blah" everydae.....he's slow....which gives me a headache....my 2 other students r gan cheong spiders....now i got a slow cockroach....poof.....but life's reali getting more occupied wif him arnd....
todae felt reali sad fer my colleague.....she's frm the other klass...wif younger kids....todae one 13-yr-old guy plucked out bunch of her hair....scratched her face n arms....head banged her head wif his....gosh.....she was left wif scratches....dare not aggravate by saeing too much....scared she'll just break down n cry.....we all felt sad....not onli dat she's hurt....but oso failure to understand the student....failure to noe wad he wans....failure to predict wad's gg to happen....i wasnt at the scene....but i heard it all took place in a split sec....like it alwiz does....too fast fer reactions to take place.....alwiz tot the guy was mr nice-guy....he looks so kind....so mild....so lovable....gosh...he din wanted to do all these i'm sure....but i tink my colleague was being so strong.....if it were me....i'll be super depressed....not dat i wan to take it personally, but cant help it....haiz....wonder when's my turn....i hope never...i hope i can get to noe them well enuff b4 aniting happens....but sumtimes reality is not as such.....*pray hard*
heard more changes r gg on in the next two weeks again!!!!! irritating!!!! the only constant ting is change...how true.....esp in my organization....i dun wan to change klass or students again!!! i had a hard time drafting my plans fer dem....spending effort to noe their temperaments.....oh pls....another of my colleague left....cos she preferred to be wif kids....so she'll be at an orphanage....haiz....kinda disheartened everytime one person leaves....we were a team...a klose-knitted team....now everyone leaving....feel sad....but wish her all the best....cos dat's where she sees herself in...i'm glad my peer colleague has found where she is heading....while i'm still in the mist....foggy.....
