dunno how mani times it has been since i felt like crying ever since i started werk here....tis time round is another occasion....haiz...my case manager leaving us....tho i kinda expected her to leave even earlier...still...i tot our team was reali klose-knitted n werked well wif each other....all the fun...gossips...not fergetting the tuff times we've had....we kinda built tis organization frm scratch...n it's kinda disheartening to see pple leaving...it's not cos only of the case manager...but the emotions i've accumulated over the number of times pple quit....seems like ani sane or experienced person noe we shldnt stay long....at least it's kinda make me tink hard.....wanna clarify tings wif boss....but he alwiz not arnd...tho new colleagues coming in....i'm not sure if we'll still haf dat same rapport dat our team will haf....everytime someone new joins us...the dynamics change....lotsa tings change....
these few daes haf been extremely tiring....students r ALL problematic....one aft the other...4 hrs of sch n i felt exhausted....zr throwing tantrums again! aft so long....yest he was sensory....todae he was high, in extreme gd mood....t threw tantrum in a park n acted like some ah lian...kept crying n crying cos my colleague threw her packet of chips n drinks awae....she was in the "everyting-i-oso-dun-wan" mood...nobody n move her at all....not even nudge her...b2 has alwiz been a slow coach...these few daes he walk faster....(i dun mind dat at all!) b1 started squeezing n twisting my arm again aft mabbe a wk? came in todae n sobbed so hard till his eyes swollen...his toiletting skills realli....argh....nearly puked yest....kw started his chain of high-pitched screaming....unbearable....not to mention v hoo started shouting n grunting n pulling t's hair, smelling my hair, my colleague's hair....faintz.....too exciting a week man....
cut my hair over the weekend....super stoopid looking now....fringe soooo short dat i look super goon do....yest go color my hair dark purple wif red highlight....haiz....cannot salvage still....no wonder v started addressing me as Serene....no more Ms Serene.....i probably look like her klassmate now.....*sobz*
