finally boss confirmed me as a staff OFFICIALLY.....received the letter liao....after a delay of 6 whole mths!!!!! can u believe it! my boss is such a procrastinator!!!! *vomit blood* we talked fer a while....he was pleased wif my werk....said i'm one of the best 2 among the rest....*smilez*.....den he said he wanna comment (not criticise...he specified) dat i shld do sth abt having confidence.....haiz.....tis is the age old comment i've been having....i told him it's ok....i've gotten it mani mani times....guess ever since jc times.....poof....years....n i've never improved....in fact, i tink i'm deteriorating in dat.....i nid to boost my confidence fer goodness sake....but i just cant....(there i go again....) haiz.....dunno wad's wrong wif me....self-reflected n realise i'm doing well in most aspects wad.....wad the hell makes me demoralised??!! HELP!!
todae on the bus back home i made frens wif an 'abnormal' child....as deemed by all the rest on the bus....he was making alot of noise....banging on the window....toking to himself loudly...pushing others....one lady even said he was rude....wanted to tell the lady dat he was unwell lor....duhz....public mite tink he is a very notti boi....cos he stick out tongues at pple....etc....he wanna shook hands wif some of the pple....everyone refused....i shook hands wif him....n we even had a lil small talk....haa...ferst time i offered to tok to pple on bus....used to be reluctant to tok to strangers...haaa......well...turned out dat he was in MINDS (tanglin)... he lived a few blocks awae frm me....we toked abt father's dae....he just came back frm church....den he said bye to me.....it was a very simple talk....nice enuff to be an acquaintance....others on the bus looked at us....probably cannot believe dat he could behave so 'normally' or 'socially acceptably' during the conversation.....
my belief: as long as they are gainfully occupied....dey can function as good if not better den 'normal' pple.....
wanted so much to pass him my name card as i tink he is 70% A. cannot cfm....so dun dare to drop him my card.....hee....
