okie...time to update bout sch...hee....poof...almost one week has passed...teaching is quite tiring...some daes r quite rewarding...some daes r quite demoralising....the ferst dae of eng lesson was like shit...tink i explain til super luan...dat the guy in my klass became so stressed dat he kept pulling his hair....realli made me so stressed up too....haiz....but now dat it's been around one week liao...i kinda used to him pulling his hair le....yest was realli farnie....he suddenly so guai in klass....after sch he sat beside me...there was initially a gap between us....den he suddenly closed up the gap between us n sat nearer n nearer to me....den started luffing....pengs....den my other colleagues kept teasing me....sae he attracted to me....smile cheekily at me too....alamak.....the ger in my klass was like realli close to me lidat....my colleague said she listens onli to me....she alwiz like to bargain wif me....n she's realli gd at it....u must be wondering wad she bargain wif me.....eh...doing worksheets, gg fer lessons, n listening to music......the onli threat i can use on her is music....she alwiz demands to listen to cd...the same song....haa...we're all sick of listening to dat dance song oreadi....there was one dae she became so high dat she starting luffing uncontrollably.....wild....poof....had a hard time....n yest when she had menses, it was realli a bad dae....she suddenly turned very agitated n kept screaming n screaming....
aniwae, still trying hard to learn how to deal wif situations, the students, my own time, wad to teach, etc etc.....
the hours after lessons r the worst....we'll all haf to pia fer all the paper work...the lesson plan, the scheme of werk n preparation of resources fer the next dae klass....poof...wad's worse when sometimes we gotta haf meetings n impromptu visitors whereby we gotta sit in fer the meeting fer nth....waste my time....argh....even when i come back home from werk i still gotta do work....help~
haiz....worst news came when we were told dat the senior is leaving us....dat was realli unforeseen....realli unexpected....felt a sudden tinge of sourness....wanted to tear...but held them back in the meeting....y did she wanna quit??? the next thot dat came to me was....shld i realli stay in tis organisation?? how will it affect my future?? when i had the chance to chat wif my colleagues, all of them kept asking me if i knew about it b4hand...dey tink i'm my senior's fave...duhz....den dey ask if i noe y she quit....duhz....i noe nuts k!! haiz....some of my colleagues oreadi had the intention of leaving if no one is gg to lead us....one even said if the boss is gonna lead, she'd rather i lead them....pengz....i'm not dat superb k!!! i'm just as new as anione dat is left....i thot life wld b ez after the margaret incident....everydae wld be peace....now we all haf to deal wif tis kinda new adjustments again....argh....heard someone new is coming...but i m realli not sure how it's gg to turn out....tho sometimes i dun realli agree wif all the tings my snr said....but most of it makes some sense la....the someone new mite just be someone hoo is not exactly in tis field...like all the rest of us....oh man....plus the boss himself do not realli haf much idea....finally someone asked her y she left....she said "u all shld haf guessed la..." since all of us r so smart, we gathered it was due to the werkload....she realli had to be the supervisor-cum-admin-cum therapist-cum-intake assessor-cum-HR-cum-lotsa other stuff....sometimes when the aircon leaks, she is the one to mop the floor.....haiz....given ani amt of money, i guess the mental stress is too much....but i'll realli miss her....sobz~