yest was the hospital's annual dinner at changi village hotel...n we were supposed to attend....we did...n even put up a performance...which was so embarrassing....there were onli two performances...us n some kids playing instruments....everyting went wrong fer us...our music therapist kip playing the wrong notes....cos the keyboard was different from the ones we've been using...so we all got distracted...i kept luffing n luffing n luffing non-stop.....i dunno y....just cannot control myself....duhz....cos the music therapist suddenly sae, "can u help me??" den we all turn arnd...but actualli she was toking to the mc...ask her to help turn the page...n after awhile, i heard the mc sae "oh, it's tis wae ar.." hahhaa....couldnt bear it...but broke into luffter....she turn the wrong direction fer a while le den realise...n made everyting worse....the lyrics dat i printed on the cards were so colorful n nice wif the word RAINBOW on it....but no one held the card high enuff to show the words...waste my effort.....so embarrassing....the applause was minimal.....n i tink our boss wanted to dig himself a hole n hide....nvm la...the kids nid us to contrast dat dey played so well....(-.-)"
later on he came over, said it was quite ok...not too bad....how encouraging huh....during practice my conductor boss made us sing again n again after werk.....duhz...no ot no time-off....one person sing wrongly he made us re-do it....still sae he is deaf in one ear....faker....he came over...n asked me y i kip luffing....argh....bet everyone noticed i was luffing....previously in the practices, he said i shld smile....now i overdid it...shucks....
it was aft he came over to our table dat my colleagues started winning lucky draw prizes...not me...i haf no luck in such stuff....two of dem won some shiseido products....another one won dining table....haa....so farnie....dey were announcing wad prize dat was....n we were saying...okok...we nid this fer the centre...n bingo...my colleague got it...haa....so she gonna donate it to us...haa....no choice....but she wun nid it la...she's rich...
after the dnr ended, we went to the rooftop poolside...so dark but nice...romantic place...hmm...thot the hotel wld b very lok-kok...but it's actualli quite stylish....aniwae, my boss drove some of the gers back...n my boss's friend patrick...drove 3 other of us back...we realli travelled round spore the whole nite man...from changi village, we went pasir ris to drop margaret back....(btw, it was her last dae....she has quitted...cant stand it ani longer...but all was well n harmonious at least fer the last week....ever since she tended her resignation....haiz...i do feel abit sad tho....thurs even went to tampines aft werk to buy her a gift....) den to amk to drop my admin exec back....den detour here n there cos we got lost fer awhile....den i was the last one....such a long ride man...reached home at 12+ n was drop dead tired...thot i wld feel so awkward in the car man...but no....
patrick was one of my interviewers fer tis job...but he wasn't officially in our centre...he does come to help out every now n then....he's quite charming in his own wae...haa....abit gong gong blur blur...but actualli quite clear in his thots...his face has the kinda 'luffing eyes'....no nid to luff but it seems like he is luffing....makes him look so kind....it was realli nice to tok to him....very approachable...plus...his name reminds me of patrick the starfish...haa...so cute....rich retired old man...enjoying life...taking up hobbies....helping out in his christian organisations...realli admire him...we had a nice tok before he drops me off at dover mrt...near where he lives...
if onli my boss is lidat...my boss just like to pick on me to make fun of me sumtimes...okie...these few daes....thurs he treated all of us to lunch to bid farewell to margaret....n the waiter was so clumsy n toppled the pot of tom-yam soup...luckily no one was scalded....n he had to sae "y ar...he kips looking at serene...never hold the pot properly...."....suay man....i had to sit rite opp him fer lunch...duhz....but wasnt dat stressful as it seems la....i still tok crap in front of him....guess dat was the onli time i realli tok to my boss....other den dat wld b just to gif suggestions during meetings....haa....he realli is a typical nus lecturer man....he gave us a training fer 2 daes....n it was so draggy tho quite interesting (cos he gave lotsa personal examples..haa...)....but he alwiz overshot the time....make us leave office later....argh....cant imagine how is he gg to conduct the practical part of the training...."how to defend urself n not hurt others"....poof...it'll be wierd if he comes round to demo n hug us from behind...
it's been 3 mths oreadi....had to fill up my own appraisal form...so farnie...guess the interview will be soon too...gulp....shld i sae all dat i wan or sae tings they wanna hear? haiz....stress...but the probation period is being extended man....probably till feb.....so shitty....cant take mc cant take off....argh....
