it's been a while since i updated...but no worries...i'm still alive n kicking...just dat i'm sick n tired of having to face M (the 51-yr-old colleague dat i haf)....it's realli stressful to see her the past few daes esp last wk....knew she had sth against us....to tink dat she wanted a clear separation betw the two klasses...how selfish of her...she dun intend to share ani materials or resources wif us dat r from her klass...n she forbade us to even step into her klass...she just tinks dat we haf nth to offer her n dat we wanna steal her ideas....fancy being so childish at tis age....some kinda "i-dun-wanna-fren-u" mindset.....come on....grow up k....she's just concerned wif her own interests n simply ignores the fact dat the clients will b at the most disadvantage.....we nid her to coach us on stuff....which she probably will not wan to share....
n no wonder she got so upset wif us coz my snr told her we were frightened to werk wif her....which we r not....she probably mistook our intention of telling her dat we din tell M we r grouped oreadi.....so much so dat she told us dat whenever she sees us....she sees hatred n unhappiness as well....wad the....now dat we 'clarify' wif her dat we r not afraid to werk wif her...she accusses the snr of smearing her name....n probably the snr wld haf told it to boss which makes her even more upset wif the snr....tis conflict is getting round n round n will never get resolved....the boss does noe bout the arguments he hinted dat we nid to come tog as a grp....which is next to impossible wif M arnd....she's the limiting factor.....someone wif higher authority shld do sth!!!
she threatened to quit...which some of us r hoping fer....heard frm my other colleague dat my snr actualli asked her when exactly she is quitting....haa....she said tis fri or next mon....i dunno how true it will b.....doubt she will quit dat ez-ily....tho she keeps telling every1 she wanna quit....but on the other hand...dat'll leave our centre wif inexperienced staff altogether....to tink dat we just announced officially dat our centre is open....we r oreadi facing internal conflicts....omg....when is tis gg to end??!!!
todae she took leave....i guess it was on purpose....after the awful ting she said yest (n every other dae).....she actualli told another colleague off straight in the face in front of the others in her klass dat she doesnt want her in her klass.....dat's sooooo mean n nasty of her.....giving the excuse dat she cant communicate wif her properly.....coz she's frm india...despite the fact dat both r indians...just dat she's a westernized indian....dammit....how could she....now dat colleague is transfered over to my klass....dat probably means tmr someone mite b gg over to her klass.....cos the ratio now is 6:3....stoopid....it mite just be anione....mite just b me....i can tolerate her....but i wldnt wan to go to werk not noeing when i'll b criticised by her....she wun gif ani face to u....no matter hoo u r....even if u r boss....
M is just so full of herself.....boastful....bossy....selfish.....ignorant of others' feelings....tactless...obsessed wif her own thots....refuse to accept others' suggestions....how can anione werk wif someone like her?? she claims how gd she is in the other centres....but according to my colleagues' frens werking in dat centre she din get along well wif the others as well....not difficult to imagine la....amazingly she is super gum wif my fren's fren.....probably she is so ez-going n listens to wadeva she saes....when we ask her to stop her frm tis nonsense (cos we guess she is probably the best man to do it) she sae she dunno how to....but even if she noes how to...it's of no use...cos she is never persuaded by others...she wun accept ani comments...
tmr is gg to be a dreadful dae...i tink....no home visits fer me = cant get to see bryan = cant get to see his big (i tink) hse = cant get to see his bro....haa....to tink dat i have been all excited over the wkend...instead haf to run errands....like collecting the laminator at some industrial areas at ayer rajah...poof....heck man....will go late...so dat i can go late fer werk deliberately....haa.....dunno how'll i can catch a cab at somewhere near the expresswae tho....argh....carrying dat laminator which wasnt spoilt by me.....just becos i live in the west it's nearer fer me den fer the rest hoo stays in the east.....
tis issue has been bothering everyone....n almost everyone is inflicted upon in one wae or another...there r onli 2 waes out....1) 'glorify' her by givin wadeva title or requests she wans....dat'll probably mean at the expense of all of us....2) wait fer her resignation letter.....meantime we can all just cross our fingers n pray hard everyting will run smoothly....
we named our klass Shalom todae....which means peace in biblical terms....precisely wad we nid at the pressing moment....poof....
