my senior said she was impressed wif my werk....i merely drew some kiddish pictures fer the lesson plan.....i just smiled n said "ok la..." i dunno how to react to compliments...i dunno wad to sae...but i thot i sounded hypocritical...which i seriously am not...dey get satisfied too ezily....
my admin sae i got gd werk attitude...becoz i was a lil more detailed in planning the tea reception...."serene, u got good werking attitude huh....u went to turn on all the lights rite?" yep i did....it was like a hse-warming party at our centre n was open to the hospital staff...so i guess all the rooms must b brightly lit wad....dat makes me haf gd werking attitude huh.....duhz....
my colleagues recognise my potential.....dey will sae i can draw well....i cant really draw dat well...all tryin to' encourage' me to keep drawing fer further events....poof....worse was when 51-yr-old colleague asked if i wan to go over to her klass when most probably i will not b in....just becos i noe music n can do arts....realli makes me in a spot...giap in the middle...i dun wanna be part of the cause of the politics...grrrr.....hope my senior will clarify tings wif her....cos we've been telling her white lies fer 1-2 wks n she's starting to suspect sth amiss.....it's as if the time bomb can strike anitime....i estimate it to b todae...
i'm not trying to brag here...but so wad....the boss dunno the background stuff i've done...so far la...bet he may not even noe my name tho there r onli 9 of us....everyone gets a department of their own....one dat dey are heading....but not me....n another colleague of mine....left the two of us...i can render my help in some of the departments but i cant decide which one i'm interested in...."u can alwiz knock n walk in to my room...my door is open to all of u..." dat's wad the boss will sae....i dunno wad to tell him or tok to him abt...trying to decide betw publicity n fund-raising....the rest of the departments dun nid me....haiz...the quiet werker goes unnoticed....the outspoken ones get more credit....okok....it's not dat i'm gg fer authority but at least gif some recognition....it'll make me more motivated...haa.....but i oso dun mind not being in ani department....mabbe dat means i'll b more involved in klass werk....which is wad i wanna do....in case u're wondering if i'm the quietest in office....nope i'm not....there r others hoo realli dun tok much....but somehow dey get to b in charge of some stuff....the outspoken ones sometimes irritate the rest...one or two....erm...mabbe one....in fact, i'm quite chatty in office...n perhaps crappy too...hiakz...
todae's the dae man...i dunno wad the 51-yr-old will sae to my senior....she'll probably ask her straight in the face if she can have me in her klass....not dat i dun wan to...but i've started some werk on the other klass....werking wif her mite gif less room fer democracy....praying hard....
