yest i went to bryan's hse....realli lurve him more n more....too bad he'll probably not b in my klass.....sobz....he has a nice cottage-like cozy hse....big hse...nice decor...very relaxing...while we were toking to his mum n aunt, he sat behind us...walks arnd....sits on the swing...eats his snacks....most of the time i was looking at him....hmm...so different from the bryan i noe....tho he kips coming up to touch his mum...it was a different kinda touch from the ones i had...so i guess it meant different tings...but i dunno wad....even the mum dunno y he kips touching...his parents r professionals....managed to see his elder bro's picture....hmm...realli quite shuai....very refined looking....med student...same age as me...never see him in nus b4 tho...i'm realli glad to see dat his elder bro dotes on him....his parents dote on him too....he has another younger sis...despite his condition, his mother is realli grateful fer some of the flexibility dat he allows them....cos usu pple like him cant travel much....but he can take planes...i guess becos he enjoys being served by pretty gers.....ahhahaha.....i was amazed dat he could cycle n play skate scooter....must admit he has a gd physique...his family is quite klosely-knited...or so it seems...i'm sure there r some stuff dat the mum din tell us frankly fer fear dat he cant get in or coz of face issue....when we went up to look at his room...he quickly ran upstairs n on the lights n fan fer us....i tot dat was so swit of him....haa....and when we were leaving, he quickly took the gate's keys n open the door fer us...when the mum offered to drive us out, he quickly wore his slippers n got onto the front seat of the car n put on his seat belt....so obedient....so compliant....
todae i went to tiffany's hse....oso frm my klass when i was at ayc...it was oso the ferst time i saw her wif specs....she just play TV games...nintendo...super mario bros onli....she sits there n play whole dae....the same game...over n over n over again....unless she completes the whole set u cant get her to do aniting else....her father is more concerned abt her....so protective....she realli has a great dad....kips all her documents frm young properly....n can rem everyting abt her...i doubt our parents can even rem when we ferst started toking....i nearly cried when i hear the part dat tiffany sometimes has tears rolling down...but becos she cant express her sadness, her parents cant understand y she's sad....it's realli terrible having no one to understand how u felt....sniff....luckily i held back my tears....she has a younger bro...a pretty poly boi...but can see dat two of them r not as klose as bryan n his bro...tiffany listens to music....hokkien, chinese, english, oldies, buddha chantings....superb man...her father shld learn to let her be more independent sometimes....being over protective is not gg to help her learn new skills....but i can absolutely understand his worries....she's oreadi 21 n if she gets lost n lands in bad hands....i realli cant imagine the consequences...so dat's y the dad dun wanna take the chances....dey haf been moving hse here n there fer the sake of tiffany....so dat her sch is nearby such dat the maid can just fetch her back....our centre is located quite far frm where she lives tho....n we dun haf transport provided yet....dat's a prob...
at the two visits, tho i din do much....except sat down n listen n observe....it made me realise the other side of bryan n tiffany....tings dat i din realise at ayc...another ting i observed was dat the parents r quite optimistic....but i tink dey haf to....dey've come a long wae....so much effort put in...so much money...despite their child's conditions.....dey were both grateful fer them in one wae or another....dey were all so concerned abt them....wad's gg to happen to dem if dey haf no schs to go to....wad happen if the parents passed on hoo's gg to look aft them.....it's realli a comfort to noe dat dey r so well cared for....n dey r lucky to be born into well-to-do families....realli....without money...it's realli gg to b a big prob....when we were leaving, she said "byebye auntie".....even tho i'm onli one yr older than her chronological age....but i could understand y her parents ask her to address us as aunties....cos our mental age is much higher...
my biggest dissapointment is dat my hypothesis has been proven true.....dat pple with autism cannot rem pple....when i went to bryan's, i was hoping so much he could rem me....except fer the few long glances and smiles dat we exchanged, he din come to me at all....so i was pretty sure he din rem me....so when i went to tiffany's todae, i wasnt bearing too much hope....n true enuff...she din recognise me as well....even tho she was higher functioning.....guess i can onli pin hope on ze liang...my colleague told me he told her "teacher anu, teacher serene no more....teacher serene quit oreadi"....realli glad dat he rem my name after i left...but he's much much higher functioning....miss him tooo....was wondering...if dey cant rem faces....if their parents r gone, will dey ferget bout them? will dey ferget bout wad their parents have done fer them?
i hope both of them r coming to the centre....cos dey r realli nice to haf....n guess wad....it was rumoured dat bryan likes tiffany....so if dey r in the same sch again, bryan will get to see tiffany again....haa....so sweet....haa...jie3 di4 lian4....
