went to visit my fren todae cos it's her baby's ferst mth...not realli a celebration...just a gathering where a few frens came over...the house had arnd 10 visitors i guess....onli 2 r from my fren's side...the rest from her husband's side....she's currently living in sengkang...so mi n my ger fren had to travel all the wae there...tho i've been travelling a bit ever since i started werk...the baby ger is named hazyl...xin hui...swit name...she has grown a bit since i saw her when she was just borne...but she still looks quite tiny...hee....take after her mum's petite size...a lil on the tan side...everytime we saw her, she was sleeping...but yest she woke up a while fer milk den went back to sleep again...she seems fragile...i din carry her....perhaps til she's a lil bigger...
the 3 of us sat in her bedroom n tok...it was den dat i realise my fren has been gg thru quite a bit since she has given birth....her in-laws noe next to nth abt taking care of babies tho dey had 2 boys....the mother-in-law doesnt noe wad to cook fer my fren....dun noe how to take care of baby....dont noe how to look after my fren.....she's still werking at the moment....worse still is dey din haf a nanny to look aft the baby fer the ferst mth....my fren had to do everyting herself....change nappy, feed milk, wake up in the middle of the nite....etc etc....she din even haf time to rest.....she exerted herself so much dat her wound bled after she gave birth...i realli felt sorrie fer her.....*sobz*
bot a playpen fer hazyl....so heavy!! the 2 of us had to drag it from 3rd storey of PS to ferst floor...wanted to take lrt but realise we cant tahan ani longer...so decided to take cab....can u imagine the cab queue was like soooo long....too bad...had to wait....we cant take it man....haa...so unglam.....to tink dat when we reached, we saw hazyl lying on a playpen which was very similar to ours....pengz....but dat playpen was 2nd hand....and w/o dat mani accessories....so dat's the lucky part....haa....aniwae, she can put it in her grandma's hse since she will be staying there fer the next two weeks...haiz...when my fren starts werk....i realli dunno how she's gg to manage....even if she puts her baby wif her mother hoo lives in jurong...it's gonna take a long journey across spore.....poof....leaving wif the in-laws wld definitely make everyone feel insecured....hmm....after we left, i realli felt quite pitiful fer her....n everyting happened in just 6 mths since she got married....so fast....i kinda feel minute next to her....she's the great mother hoo has a family n can take care of her child....but i still haf the child in mi....still so ignorant n lost in my life....haven achieved ani in life yet....felt like a failure....haiz....
