he almost made it. just one final step. but he missed n fell.
couldn't help feeling so terrible inside me. tho it was just a show it created an impact in me. the whole of yest i had no mood to werk. simply having post-trauma syndromes. damn moody. y was he ousted out when he shone like a star? he's got the voice, the character, the looks, the style, the x-factor....too bad he lost to the votes despite being liked by the judges.
nothing is definite. nothing is fer sure. always be prepared fer the worst scenerios. dat's the self-defense mechanism i've been using all along. it made me pessimistic. hope junyang will brace himself up. haiz..his bdae wish din came true aniwae...*sniff*
when the jackpot din show his face but wei lian's, i was stunned. how could it be. i was all looking ferward to buying his cd oreadi. tis cannot be happening. even my parents came out of the room saying how come jy is out. the farewell song he sang realli made my heart go out to him. so touching n sad. hate to see him go. wanted to see him fight it out wif kelly. was looking forward to the concert n i noe the battle betw the sexes, the guy will win. cos more supporters r females. so he could actualli win the ger easily. now let wei lian get the upper hand. haiz.
din use to think the voting system was lousy. not until now. 30% by judges 70% voting. u may sae i'm biased. i'll just sae i dun hate wei lian but junyang deserved to be crowned more. it's pure infuriating when he lost to the mercenary scoring system. wanna boycott the show man.
from his very ferst jiang nan performance, his voice has moved me n make me root fer him all these while. he's a strong n steady contestant. always improving. scored highest in most of the competition. 44.5. highest among ani other contestants. too bad his throat gave wae at the finals. couldn't hear the very best of him.
his fan club dressed in yellow. my fave color. he likes songs by Blue. just like me. he sang JJ's songs which made me liked his bossom friend even more. he alwiz sang the songs dat i like. he's too influential on me. the songs he sang will alwiz remind me of him...esp jie kou, his last stage performance....*sobz*
nevertheless, i haf faith in u. u'll be able to make it big. i believe u'll cut ur own full album very soon. not just one song. i'll definitely buy them. it'll hit the top of the charts. yesh.
too bad i not taking honours. otherwise can see u in sch. argh.
devastated. sore. terrible. will rem the disappointed look in his eyes. the wae he poured as he hugged his family. felt so sorrie fer him. wanted to see him perform more...realli a pity to see a potential superstar get eliminated...
