y is it every time when i have decided to give up, things will pop up again to leave me confused, leave my tots running wild, tinking that there is a possibility of me getting wad i wan? Noeing myself, i do become dis-illusioned easily...too easily...i realli tink too much but my actions just dun show what i realli wan...maybe i'm shy...maybe i'm afraid of getting hurt...thus unable to commit myself to work fer wad i want in life....
Well, guess even ben n jerry's cldn't do the trick to nake me feel better....:S