woah...sch is closed fer 3 daes...cos of a confirmed hfmd case....poor boy...just finished his chicken pox now hfmd...
todae everyone was down to do spring cleaning, sterilise all the toys n teaching stuff n fumigating the rooms.....it's so farnie to see everyone dressed up in plastic aprons, masks, gloves, rubbish bags, etc....it reminded me of the daes when i ferst started werk at saac...where we had to clean all the furniture off the mosses n all...yucky but it was fun cleaning together...i hope dey all had fun todae....except those 2 who stayed in their own rooms to clean up n then when others went in they left....so anti-social....chey!
felt a little guilty fer not helping out at all....was at 3 meetings thruout the dae...gosh...n i've had meetings fer 3 solid daes! the last meeting wif boss i almost cldnt make it liao...wanted to fall aslp...asked me fer opinions but i totally haf nth to sae....cos lack of experience n foresights....stress....but it's ok...i just tell myself...it's alrite to not know too much n not perform as well as others...cos dat's when i haf room to improve...n most importantly...at tis crucial juncture, i better dun be too outspoken or outstanding....cos i dun wan to take over any part of my supervisor's role....(trying to console myself dat i'm not up to it....after all these hidden meaning in these 3 daes' meeting...poof...) so mani problems n shit to clear...i even tot of telling my boss i wanna gif up tis oic tingy....i'll be much happier being a normal staff....hinted to supervisor dat i'm oso not sure if tis is wad i wan to do tho i appear, or shld i sae, most pple tink i look like i do....pple come n tell me i'm gg to stay here fer life....i realli dunno....seems like my other oic talked to pc bout tis too....haiz...
todae's lunch was gd n fun! went sempang bedok....nice nice mango madness!! left us all craving for it even when we just finished it....tmr's lunch is colombian pasta! prepared by our colombian colleague....heh....n we haf a dress up theme tmr....finally....cos usu we all wear quite sloppish-ly...interesting....
on fri, we gonna order dat nice choc cake from the factory direct! heh...yummy.....too bad i can onli join later....cos morning gg to another sch's openhouse....
sorrie if we seem like we r "celebrating" these few daes....it's all in the name of hfmd awareness dae....=P but we all realli nid a break too la! jay was singing wif the guitar while cleaning lor...n i was playing the sleigh bells tog lor....see how stressed we are?
if onli the fun parts could stay on ferever...wif nice colleagues arnd....but my moods these daes are realli dampened by all these insight stories (aka gossips) bout all the staff....sometimes i cant help to tink that the rest of the mgm pple are pretty bias....not tink, but definitely so...or issit dat i'm too naive?
