4 morning classes....2 classes' teachers not around...meaning 2 on mc, 2 on leave....imagine how in need of manpower we are....everyone whether on duty or not had to relief.....exhausted....lucki todae my own class go outing....nearly fall aslp on the bus ride to pasir ris park cos of one student who refuses to take train...argh...but practically the whole school was turned upside down....tantrums here n there....screams, cries, noise....argh....
more relief tmr....sianz...realli sick of this man....both mi n yh sianz earlie in the morning ....1st hr after i wake up i had a headache...so mani sms-es...all late lar, on mc lar....i was stuck in jam then....adds on to my headache...
still feeling sore at the decisions made sometimes....sometimes i dun feel i'm part of the managerial level...tho in title i shld b....but suddenly feel like i'm just a pawn in this whole game....nothing was realli under my control....i cant even haf some predictability myself....how can things be under my control??
realli dunno how long my enthusiasm will last n can last....
was listening to the radio n dey were discussing on the topic of "if u were a super hero, wad supernatural powers wld u wan?" mani called in to sae "predictability of the future".....i wld love dat...but if dat were to happen, wad's the point of living?? so mabbe i shldnt feel so disheartened by all these changes n unpredictability?? den again...it's too overwhelming.....everyday....=S
