sianz....T kena hit again by ZR....felt quite sad....made me moody the whole dae....partly my fault...shld haf just dragged her awae from him....i asked her to move n come over here...n she slow 3 sec kind....n stopped rite where ZR was....so got slapped by him on the back....haiz....n after dat i was kinda blaming her fer being slow...which i now deeply regretted...feel so bad....i want to make her respond faster!!!!
B was an angel todae....lurve him man....during pe he was so happie...so excited...tho sometimes excited mite not necessarily mean gd....he held both my hands...thot he gonna twist both my arms again....but instead he looked at me in the eyes n smiled uncontainably.....so filled wif warmth....haa....the whole dae he was smiling....cannot help it but wan to share his happiness.....
yest got shouted in the face by KW....i onli pointed at his werksheet....n he screamed at me....usualli he would shout onli "cry!" OR "sad!"....but yest was double hit combo....both at the same time....made me heart broken man....the recreation therapist tok to him so much he oso never shout at her....sobz....
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006Y
went to sun plaza park yest at tampines...so fun...the students love the swings...i did too...now aching all over...gd ting B din ran arnd too much..so i din haf to follow him arnd..in fact, he behaved well....hee....alwiz tot taking a bus is too risky but yest was alrite...not too mani terrorised passengers....hiakz....
met ZQ fer dnr aft a long while...he still looks the same...except dat he looks kinda depressed...haiz...feel sorry fer him...tried to cheer him up but i noe i aint too successful....=X
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Monday, July 24, 2006Y
last weekend went ikea clearance sale....super crowded...but it's realli an interesting place to shop....bought lotsa foto frames for my students to decorate...hopefulli next time we can haf some charity sale or wad....my mum got quite a lot of stuff too...we bought a mirror which my dad is still trying to figure out how to fix....so excited...wanna decorate my house wif artwerks....promised my mum i'll make one at hm after she saw the one my students n i did....
yest went over to yihui's hse to discuss bout out taiwan trip....so looking forward....i nid a break badly....but the trip gonna burn another hole in my pocket...haa....amazingly yihui's dad still rem me since pri sch daes where he sent both of us to the zoo....gosh...incredible memory....
sometimes i cant help but tink dat my diff group of frens haf telepathy....i've been at home not meeting ani frens fer mths i tink....no one org aniting....last week on one particular dae....3 diff msgs fer meeting up....drats....luckily all fall nicely on the daes i dun haf piano...hee....guess all my frens noe by now....gonna b a bz week but heck...i nid a social life....looking ferward to seeing all my long-time-no-see frens.....
todae grandma gg hospital fer checkup....worried...=(
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Thursday, July 20, 2006Y
nothing interests me more than my crazy n exciting werk life...last tues went airport with the students for outing...took so mani pics...haa...quite fun at the same time super exhausting....was holding on to dear B for life...locked arms wif him or held on to him most of the time...yet he still can free himself n go around tapping pple n switches...haa...he pressed the buzzer in the skytrain...lucki there was no fine fer doing it....he tapped a couple of pple...which i tried to stop him frm but failed....he's too strong...he dashed across the mrt gantry wifout a card....leaving me behind....apart frm all these he was practically carring this big smile everywhere....hoo cares how mani pple he tapped...how mani switches he played wif...n how mani public we all scared....the smiles on their faces overrides everyting.....
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Saturday, July 15, 2006Y
hurray!! another step to independence! went to watch pirates alone todae....love the black humour in it....haa...johnny depp is reali a good actor....*thumbs up* dun mind watching movies alone....aniwae in theatres oso cannot tok....mite as well watch alone....a lil upset tho....din manage to get the spongebob toy i wanted.....sobz...
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read a letter from a student....he wrote fer his mum.....the mum showed it to his teacher....it read...
"Dear mum, I'm sorry. I want to sleep everyday. The door was closed. but i want it open....(went on to tok about his vcds....he likes to watch movies....but hates pirated vcds....)
I hate gg to my old sch. *blah blah blah* But it's over now. I enjoy gg to sch now. *blah blah blah* Thanks. "
most part of it i din quite understand....on some trilogy ting....but i interpreted his ferst para as....i'm sorry mum tho u wan me to do other tings i just wanna sleep all dae....my door is closed no one wanna listen to me....no one wanna open the door for me....the door to my world...the door to my thinking....the door to my heart....i hate my previous sch but it's now over. i've learnt to let go of the bad memories n now there's a new lease of hope....thanks fer bringing me to the new sch.....fer a moment i felt quite touched.....despite all the parts dat i din understood.....
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Thursday, July 13, 2006Y
poof....having the aftermath of the symposium last sat....it was quite a success....lest that some parents r quite crude...some parents r just more difficult to handle than clients....hmm....so far life's quite good wif 3 guys in my life....my dad hoo fetches me to werk n back home everydae....my 2 students keeping me bz everydae....occasionally gets screams n twists in the arm tho...haa....
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Friday, July 07, 2006Y
Every Child has a Future...Symposium organised by St Andrew's Autism Centre Date: 8 July 2006 (Saturday) Time: 9.00 am to 5.00pm Venue: Multi-Purpose Hall, Level 2 St. Andrew's Community Hospital 8, Simei Street 3, Singapore 529895 Cost: $10.00 per person $15.00 per couple For registration, call 65861001
