gosh...sch has started n i can realli feel the tiredness....yest brot them out and i had to cling on to deary bryan the whole time...he kept dashing...wonder if he is Dash in Mr Incredibles....he even ran n pushed somebodi....so malu...i apologized n dat man just scamper awae in front of me....leaving me getting all the stares frm the crowd.....i must learn to be thick-skinned...todae ZR is joining our klass again....he's so poor ting....dad brot cane to sch the past few daes....gosh.....sad....
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Sunday, June 18, 2006Y
sis, me n bro at batam....
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the kids n their prizes!
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dog n bone
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the boi in red is so smart n cute!!
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froggy froggy jump!
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yeah~!!! tmr on leave....not cos i'm happie not to go to werk but cos i can finally rest fer a dae....if not fer all my colleagues i guess i wun be taking tis one dae off.....everyone took leave these 2 weeks cos it's sch hols....if dun take now haf to wait till dec liao....gosh....dat's quite a long wae....so better take now.....every1 was shocked when dey knew it was the ferst time i take leave....haven been on mc yet.....even tho i had been sick twice ever since i started werk.....haa....dunno hold all the leave fer wad....if can convert to $ den gd...haa....just tok to yihui on the fone...she's like me liao....werk almost everydae....full-time + tuition/piano.....poof....good luck to both of us man.....decided i nid to take a break b4 i burn out....POOR US!!! no time fer ourselves, no time fer entertainment, no time fer a breather.....juggling wif time is a tuff chore....she said we gonna age fast....i agree....100%.....**sobz** "baby cry...wail!!"<--wad one of my students will sae....
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sis, god-bro, ugly me. -at family ktv on father's dae-
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finally boss confirmed me as a staff OFFICIALLY.....received the letter liao....after a delay of 6 whole mths!!!!! can u believe it! my boss is such a procrastinator!!!! *vomit blood* we talked fer a while....he was pleased wif my werk....said i'm one of the best 2 among the rest....*smilez*.....den he said he wanna comment (not criticise...he specified) dat i shld do sth abt having confidence.....haiz.....tis is the age old comment i've been having....i told him it's ok....i've gotten it mani mani times....guess ever since jc times.....poof....years....n i've never improved....in fact, i tink i'm deteriorating in dat.....i nid to boost my confidence fer goodness sake....but i just cant....(there i go again....) haiz.....dunno wad's wrong wif me....self-reflected n realise i'm doing well in most aspects wad.....wad the hell makes me demoralised??!! HELP!!
todae on the bus back home i made frens wif an 'abnormal' child....as deemed by all the rest on the bus....he was making alot of noise....banging on the window....toking to himself loudly...pushing others....one lady even said he was rude....wanted to tell the lady dat he was unwell lor....duhz....public mite tink he is a very notti boi....cos he stick out tongues at pple....etc....he wanna shook hands wif some of the pple....everyone refused....i shook hands wif him....n we even had a lil small talk....haa...ferst time i offered to tok to pple on bus....used to be reluctant to tok to strangers...haaa......well...turned out dat he was in MINDS (tanglin)... he lived a few blocks awae frm me....we toked abt father's dae....he just came back frm church....den he said bye to me.....it was a very simple talk....nice enuff to be an acquaintance....others on the bus looked at us....probably cannot believe dat he could behave so 'normally' or 'socially acceptably' during the conversation.....
my belief: as long as they are gainfully occupied....dey can function as good if not better den 'normal' pple.....
wanted so much to pass him my name card as i tink he is 70% A. cannot cfm....so dun dare to drop him my card.....hee....
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happie daddy's dae!!!!
yest went fer karaoke at chinatown wif my maternal family....altog 3 families....hmm...quite fun la...except dat it was super cram!! no choice....it's a super low budget one....haa....super cheap....gasp! realised i cant sing animore...after coughing fer weeks....cannot reach high pitch notes animore....basically no sound come out!!! oh no.....cousins all in a room meant fer 5 when there are arnd 10 of us (+ all their bfs...see below)....poof....squeeze like siao.....while our parents onli 6 of them had one big room to themselves....gosh....we seemed like some refugee camp...esp when the room is located behind the bar counter of the shop....i went there alone n when i told them i gg to rm 5 she ask me to go in to her side....den i was tinking y ask me go to their kitchen??!! absurd!!! so wierd lo the rm located there....stoopid one leh....
(below) all my cousins of arnd my age are attached man!! stress.....n all 3 brought their bfs to the family gathering....although one of them has been alwiz arnd...haa....at least not so awkward...den the other two never seen before.....still haven seen my elder cousin's bf....mum sae he look quite fierce...hmm.....but hoo cares lor....he's rich.....half-jap....travels arnd fer family business.....my other cousin n bf both r in medicine....gosh...the bf dunno is shy or wad....kept asking him to sing he dun wan.....sae he dunno all the songs.....my cousin sae all these songs r not in his era....pls man....he is either same age as me or 2 yrs younger lor....haiz....guess he onli noe how to stardee......=X so den again....dat leaves me n sis....pressure on us again....cant be bothered sia....bf dun just come lidat....i'm happie wif life the wae it is now....tho sometimes it may be nice to haf someone wif u....but i'm preparing myself fer independence in life oreadi....worst come to worst....i will survive!!! haa.....
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oops...realise i din update on my batam trip..dat was 2 weeks ago le...hee...
went batam wif my family...go there be free labor....duhz...help my dad carry all the tings...cos we actually went together wif his company....so mani aunties n uncles lor....sianz...carry untill i hurt my back so much dat it din heal till now!!.....sobz....signs of aging....if i can find pics i will upload dem...dad still ask me organize games for the small kids....realli hate it lor...kena arrowed fer nth....but the process was quite fun la....glad the kids had fun!!....dey r so cute....haa...n so farnie...made me luff till my back ache even more!!
thot it's a break from my werk....esp right aft my dat project....den go batam still haf to werk....the next dae which is mon still continue to werk.....poof......
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006Y
tis week is sch hols...next week too...but sad to say i still haf to come to werk....still got an art werkshop on....stoopid...the art teacher kip doodling on our masterpieces so much so dat all my colleagues were quite upset with her....
a 9-yr-old boi came...he was realli super super adorable....so cute~!!! he's of german-spanish-chinese blood....boss asked me to 'entertain' him while he tok to the mum....he was the one on papers....one look n i recognise him....played some games wif him....he played along...he will luff...he even hug me, sat on my lap, pressed his face against mine.....wanted me to carry him...(i din cos of my back injury)...so affectionate...miss him oreadi...too bad he not coming to our centre...sobz
