todae boss was quite angry....cos he said he has tis feeling dat we all dun trust him....we tend to doubt wad he is doing....as if he does not noe wad he is doing....well...dat's quite true to a certain extent but it's not all about trust....it's just dat some of the tings he saes does not convince us...so we had a lil debate todae on the execution part....eva kinda rebuted him or tried to pull down his ideas....n he said "no matter wad, i want it to be done tis wae." i oso contributed to some of the debate....he said "i want tiffany to smile." dat's a wierd sentence to make...how can u make someone to smile...smiling shld come from within....no one spoke up.....so i questioned him on wad he meant by dat...he said he din wan tiffany to look aloof...she nids to smile more at the person she walks past or talks to.....dat's like dunno how mani steps later....cos it is more practical if we could even get eye contact wif her....duhz.....he is alwiz so idealistic....dun wan to even go down to basics....
overall todae was a good dae....all the students were well-behaved....apart from bryan taking off his pants in front of me when i escorted him to the toilet n when vanessa lifted up her top....haiz....lucki i was fast to react...if not i sure get eye needles ('but zam').....gosh....my colleague asked tiffany if she is willing to share her sandwich wif me....she said yes almost immediately n wanted to feed me...haa...so sweet....but she took the lettuce part which she din wan to eat....den my colleague asked if can gif ms serene the hotdog part...she took a tiny piece dat she had bitten n wanna feed me.....n when my colleague asked again if she can share her sandwich she said no....haa...makes me feel dat i'm being liked....tis feeling is gd...
i'm starting to tink whether i'm realli fer tis job....i'm happie when i'm wif the students...but behind all dat....it's hard werk hard werk n hard werk....analysis analysis analysis......
